The mid-test has been completed. I feel relieved, happy, yet worried. I am concerned with the results of my mid-test. I admit I was not prepared well for the mid-test. there are at least two of majors that I think I failed to do it. They are macroeconomic and Statistic 2. I do not know what I was doing. I do not understand the courses. I did my best. There are even numbers that are not done by me. I feel disappointed with myself. I feel like i miss things in this semester because i didn's study hard enough. I used to be very ready to face mid-test. But this time, I missed and in a hurry in studying. I just sudied a night before the test. I have not mastered all the material of the course. Up to one hour before the test begins, there ARE some material that I have not learned. Bad, right? I was very sad and worried. I'm afraid that my GP score would dropped dramatically. I do not want that to happen. I know it's my fault, because i do not prepare for mid-test well. I've been remiss. What I really hope now is a miracle from Allah for my mid-test result to be not too bad, and the mercy of my lectures. I wish my mid-test result will be no less than 7 or 6. Amin ya Allah..
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